this is so funny!!! <3
(via tightinvocabulary)
As we go on…
One of my best friends is graduating from college tomorrow. I haven’t had any time to process this information and now I’m stuck trying to do as much as possible for making up for wasted time and unspoken words and all that jazz, and it’s just starting to hit me.
School itself is stressful, hectic, and can even be terrifying at times….but the experiences and the people that I’ve met as I’ve grown over the past three years here are amazing.
I just feel like there’s never enough time, and we waste so much time, because every time you get a minute to breath you want to be alone, or something comes up, or another friend invites you somewhere and someone or something gets lost in the commotion. I feel like I sort of lost him in the commotion somewhere over this past semester and that just sucks.
It’s not that we aren’t as close, but I feel like I let many moments slip through my hands not realizing how quickly he’d be leaving. I know that he’ll be in the state for the next year, but he has a job lined up and people get busy and its just hard to maintain connections when you’re not living near someone 24/7 or have a class with them, or work with them, etc, etc.
I think It’s just hitting me that next year it will be my goodbye, and his came to quickly, and I feel like time is moving so fast and there’s no way to slow it down.
I’ve miraculously not cried yet…but this is rough. Life has a funny way of making you feel like you’ve grown so much and you’re prepared to handle these big life changes, but you’re not…you never are.
damn.
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